My-MiRaClEs - WitH u Or WiThOuT U

2009-06-11T03:43:00.000-07:00

Wow! After learning driving for so long I finally saw a accident today near teck whye lane. One TEST CAR actually rammed into a oncoming van resulting in a head on collision. I can't believe that a test car actually got involve in such an serious accident. But thank god! no one was hurt in the accident. The car was so badly damage that the bonnet flew off and was bend into half, while the van's front was totally destroyed!

And the funny thing is i am suppose to be practicing a test route, yet my instructor ask me to make a turn just because he want to have a closer look at the accident. I can't believe it.

Also my instructor today was so ON! This is the second time he is teaching me. and I always deem him as a ferrari instructor. =) He even crack a joke with me saying, "Why you never give way to the bird?" haha! I just laugh it off.

Finally i am left with my final evaluation of my practical driving which is tomorrow. Then i will have to wait for my practical test wihich is on the 14/07/09.

I really hope that i can pass at the first attempt! WHEE!! =)

GOD BLESS!

2009-06-04T08:55:00.000-07:00

1. What is love?
2. How do we even define love?
3. Is there such things as everlasting love?
4. Is it that hard to love someone?
5. Can being persistant make someone love you?
6. What does it mean when you love someone?
7. How do you know if you really love someone?
8. If loving someone is so terrible, can we just simply say "I Give Up!"
9. Can love ever be measured?
10. Do I really love you from the bottom of my heart?

This is really my 10 big questions regarding LOVE! It's not that simple to answer all 10 of them!

2009-06-03T02:48:00.000-07:00

It's just a weird feeling. I dunno how to describe the feeling i am having now. its just beyond normal desciption and i can seem to justify why am i feeling this way.

maybe all this is just premature and i think more time is needed to confirm things. well just let that be for this moment bah!!

HAIZ! :(

2009-05-02T06:36:00.000-07:00

YO people!! i have a great day of photo hunting today! Went around town and city area and capture quite a few decent pics! hahaha i hope they looks decent to all of your too! :)

so yea just go to my facebook and have a look at it under the folder call '2nd May photo hunting (town/city)' also feel free to give me comments!

for those who dun have my facebook, simply add me to view.

facebook id: Soh Zhi Hao, Jasper :)

2009-04-30T08:58:00.000-07:00

lol i agree that blogging can be a good way to spelt out all your trouble and unhappiness when there is no one to turn to. =)

hwever the struggle for me si to think about what to write and how should i phrase it? this is because most of the time i do keep all the troubles in me. that's why i find it so hard for me to start blogging.

however there is one thing that i am certain about is i will never forget the beautiful memories and those fantastic days we spend together. also i have made up my mind to .... ... ... =) YEAPS!

i hope that i can motivate myself to blog more in future so that this dead blog can become alive again.. haha

and today i am really so happy!! since this 2 months today is the happiest day of my life!
thank god!

2009-04-28T08:21:00.000-07:00

time has passed so quickly,
but i am still left hanging somewhere,
i haven'y got a place to settle,
till the day when you are by my side.

i have never feel this way before in my whole life. however all this happening makes me realise something. *its kept in my heart*

as i have said, i will be waiting. hoping for that day to come, and i believe it will!

2009-01-21T07:03:00.000-08:00

Let me summarize my year 2 semester 2... ... ...

W56C Genetics and Biochemistry.
In this class, made a few bossom friends, Harsono (always being bullied), Jeremy (Extremely smart kid), Sheena (lady boss) finally Fishy (love to make random jokes and catch fish HAHA).

always filled with laughtered when with them, someone will definetely be bullied normally HARSONO! haha poor thing ah. and today Jeremy was Harsono spokes person haha. cant forget harsono stress face, jeremy's infinite ammunition during third meeting, sheena's laughter (HAHAHA) and of course fishy's random joke and sound effects. though dont go out together, but in this 2 classes is more than enough joy working with them. And lady boss Sheena, loves to tap table and ask ppl to help her plug in and out her adaptor. and recently playing DS and suddenly "PINK WINK PINK WINK" sound effect came out. was calling her dog i think! :):) imagine calling on MRT. hahaha

of course in terms of learning, learnt alot from them too. help when i am in doubt and clarify when i ask them question. BUT BUT HARSONO and JEREMY seems to be quarreling always! and SHEENA and POOR ME, can just say OKOK stop fighting. BUT! the FIGHT got worst or continue hahahaha.

W54M Environmental Science and Applied Chemistry II

Env Science always working with Anthony Wales, Ken, Keith and also some other girls like Melissa, Theresa, Seraphine (vietnam hairstyle) cannot forget! Shi Hui (hamster) haha. always been a very interactive and enriching class. Priscilla Faci also praise us that we are a great class and everyone in the class is gifted with some talent.

Me as a President of conservation IG see this class as a class whom is pasionate about the environment and i am very very happy about it. just happy that at least now 20 more people are more aware of the environmental challenge that we are facing in this world.

Applied Chemistry of course with my good BROTHER JONATHAN SOH SHI HAO. haha! have a great great time working with you. first lesson thought u are a pai kia (gangster). but but realise ur a good guy and now even FYP team mates.also cannot forget your GF ah. Ferlicia haha!

Christopher also. Keep saying, Jasper today all depend on you already haha! well we depend on one another right?! :) good luck in NS and everything BRO! KEEP IN TOUCH..

Anthony again! Seems like a genuis in Chemistry BUT ALWAYS DOUBT WHAT JONATHAN CHRIS AND ME GOT TO SAY! and haha!! not to forget the joke about C A T.

i think let this secret be kept between the 4 of us haha! :):) only we knows.. haha ANTHONY and CAT.. =p

of course my good fren anthony, always eating with me and accompany me to the compost site under hot sun! really appreciate it alot! :):):) hope we will be in the same class again as we took the exact same package haha =p way to go man

W56K Cell Culture

HAHA YEAR 3 class! but well i got my grades there! haha! all my seniors are there and i respect them alot. however they respect me too, and also made good frens there! like Wilson (JIAN REN) haha, Yi Hao (Milo), James (conservation senior) and also other frens of theirs. haha i still remember their name hor!!

Meiyi, Yong Quan, Algae, Micky (pretty), moshi (hope i got the name right).

wish all the year 3 man good luck in NS and find a job soon and also ladies, further your studies if u want to and get a good job. Find Yi Hao as a husband also not bad le he have lots of money. RICH ASS hahaha :):)

well guys! Gonna miss your. remember me and say hi went we run into one another alright?

GOD BLESS YOUR. :)

2008-12-05T04:31:00.000-08:00

Incidents can happen anytime
However what has happen to me is cruel
I just don’t understand
Why things are like this?

Don’t know where to start
Don’t know where to begin
Don’t know how to progress
Don’t know how to end

If it’s isn’t this complicating
It will be clearer
If it’s isn’t this indirect
It will be enjoyable

Minding your own business
Keeping your mouth shut
Just lead your own life
And don’t stick your head into mine

Anger is like temperature
Brain is like thermometer
Heart is like patience
Frustration is like catalyst

When temperature gets too high
One will explode
When thermometer cannot hold on anymore
I will flare up

When patience is running out
Even kindest heart will be like burning fire
When too much catalyst is added
You won’t want to know what will happen

Silence is golden
Forgetting is avoiding
Tolerating is forgiving
Ignoring is peace

Once one is unable to
Keep silence
Forget
Tolerate
Ignore

You will know what is disaster
What is calamity
What is dooms day
And what is HELL DAY

Hate me forever
Curse me forever
Blame me forever
Talk behind me forever

Now I don’t know what to tell you
Maybe I will just let it pass
Though feelings are there
BUT… … … … … … …

Abstain
Keep away
Ignore
Out cast

At the end of the day
I am not giving up
Waiting for the day to come
Waiting for you

2008-11-29T19:56:00.001-08:00

HI all! just like to share wif your this joke! quite funny & entertaining when i hear it from my cousin last night! :)

Tom and John are 2 guys serving national service in singapore and they are rather unhappy about it. so they all wanted to try means to get as much sick/medical leave from NS as possible.

One day, tom just feel that he shouldnt stay and serve the NS cos he dont like it at all, however he cant flee the country fearing he might be failed. so what he did was the went for castration and in the end he was given medical leave for 4 months and he was very happy about it.

soon after he came out from the operation theatre with his leg wide open and cant walk properly, he notice another guy called John who came out from the operation theatre beside his.

So Tom said 'hey why are you walking with your leg wide open as me?'
John replied 'OH!! Cos i went for circumcision'

To Tom surprise he immediately screamed!

"OH YA THATS THE RIGHT WORD CIRCUMCISION!!'

2008-11-29T05:36:00.000-08:00

hihi people after a long time i finally update my blog! hope that all my blog viewers are still present. (tag me if you're still present yea?)

today i did have a good day outside at SimLim looking for my Angelina, Nikon D60. :) and of course my good buddy tagged along. anyway lost a bet and i also lost $6. WTF!!! :):)

after that i went for dinner at night at BUGIS again! was having steamboat.

(Oops sorry people! Mariem just told me to get down to WORK! got something to discuss HAHA!!)

anyway the steamboat was great and i enjoyed it alot. however i did have something on my mind for the whole day. i was wondering if what i was thinking was right. however it seems that i am rather confused over it. not knowing how much a person meant to me and not knowing how far this person is from me. so i was rather confuse about all this.

Haiz, maybe as some of you know, i am always confuse when it comes to this kinda stuff.. well well, guess i can only solve it myself and only MYSELF!

But of course i hope that the sweetest thing can happen :)
haha peopl thats all MARIEM rushing me to do work. my msn window keep blinking non stop!!

shall update again and one last note!!

I AM GETTING MY NIKON D60 TOMORROW!!! WAKAKAKA

2008-09-05T18:46:00.001-07:00

HAHA PEOPLE!! THIS IS THE BREAKDOWN OF MY LIFE! =)

10% - Driving
10% - Outside Committments
30% - Schooling
20% - Events Planning
10% - Researching

Can anyone tell me where did the remaining 20% goes to?

Jasper

2008-09-03T05:53:00.000-07:00

This post is going to be quite emotional. hahaha bear with me people. =)

I wish I wish I wish,
Wishing upon a clear blue sky,
With a glimpse of the moonlight,
With a glipse of the star.

Standing along with you,
Shoulders to Shoulders,
Facing the moon,
Counting the stars.

10 minutes pass by,
And its never enough,
Trying to entend the time,
Wondering how it should be done.

Thoughts struck me,
Ideas conquer my skull,
Instincts awaken me,
Producing a little surprise.

Its like once in a blue moon,
Its like twice under the star,
Its like thrice somewhere near the horizon,
I wish there is more to come.

Seeing the wide smile,
Hearing the sweet laughter,
Feeling the sensation,
Touching the untouchables.

All this drowns me,
Wondering who can wake me up,
What can wake me up?
Who can wake me up?

Actually the answer is simple,
So long as you feel it,
You should be able to tell me,
And i wish to hear it personally throught your mouth.

As long as you sense it,
Its right,
As long as you realised,
No doubt its true
As far as you know,
You are the one!

You might not realised,
You mgiht not be aware,
You might not feel it,
You might not sense it.

It takes time,
It take courage,
It requires sacrifices,
It requires a nod.

At the end of the day,
You will be the one,
Waiting for you,
For the day to come!

2008-08-21T07:56:00.000-07:00

Well, don't really feel like pointing out names. if i do that it would be so nasty.

since i am not pointing out any names, so please do not ASSUME. just read it, i just need to get it off my CHEST ARGH! terrible!!

when people say you are not up to standard, youdoes not meet the expectation its alright and its pretty acceptable. this is because we can improve and work harder so its not a bad thing actually.

well when people says, you are not doing anything but in actual you are! and when people say you claim "C_ _ D _ T S". it makes your heart boils when u really didnt do it at all. just say it infront of my will be alright. i dun mind a single shit. as i wont be taking it that personally. however when someone else came and talk to me about the same issue and not jsut one person knows!

the feeling i got was seriously fucked up. reputation ruined and people are being brained washed. is this even fair to me. dun talk behind my back talk infront of my face.

if anyone thinks being a president is that easy and managing an IG is that simple try it!! what more events planning? if anyone think he/she is more competent than me in anyway, let me know. i will let go of my position and i am willingly to see what is the out come of the new management.

if i haven been pushing the committee, will there be a current management committee, will there be any events after prime periods?!?! if u still have a soul, heart tell me honestly. is anyone capable of keeping it going? i am not trying to boast, well isnt it the fact??

when planning events, there will be some conflicts. i can accept all this and i can go along with the arrangement such as taking away all my manpower! leaving me alone as a SENIOR ADVISOR for the event to do all the job and carry this and that myself?!!? is that really my job? is that really what i deserve to be doing?

well i didnt grumble till today. however i dun mind doing all this. however when people says i am not doing anything i really feel like screwing some people up.

(ARGH THINK I WILL BE SPURTING SOME NAMES! FORGIVE ME!)

why am i being scrutinised? is it because i am the president? HAHA! really feel like laughing! what about the rest of the comm memebers if they are not doing anything! do they deserved to be slaughtered?! ask yourself this questions! haven i been doing enough!

and i really have fucking enough of all nonsense!

"i am doing more than U"
"dun complain"

all this are nonsense to me, no one really understands how much people are doing. and when your unsure please dun say anything. its a thorn in people's ear. so YEA!

so now, if anyone can sense or can see! i am actually trying to change the way its working. i am trying to get away from stuff and let the show run! i shall see how it goes and then rate the situation from there on. as i already said, if you are better, come to me.

i have already said my piece! of course there are someone that i cannot expressed in words!!

If anyone is unhappy after reading this come to me! if i find out talking behind me again! whoever hu does that is so going to get it from me..

2008-07-13T06:31:00.000-07:00

this hs been the really great GREEN 3 days i spend at Prince George Park. it was really a awesome place with awesome people that i have met along the way. there are some other campes and some other stuff from Bayer, NYAA and even Alumni from NUS as well as previous Envoys!

its was a really great pleasure to be able to meet up with all this people as i don't think everyone would have a chance to do so. and 5 very important people we have met along the way are the Professors of various Institutions and specialities. i am so honoured to have them with us during this camp to impart their knowledge to me.

the first day was really awesome as we check into our room! and first thing we got is the ROOM KEY and we call it the Transponder! it was a pretty cool device work just like a remote control and it opens ur gate/door instantly! SO convivient!

and my residence was at level 7! and when i open my room door! i was like WOW!! TYPE A room!! OMG!!!

there was this single bed, a well furnished study table as well as an ATTACHED batheroom! most importantly the room was ventilated by a huge ceiling fan as well as AIR CON! wahaha!! =) OK ppl!! IMAGINE : on both the fan and aircon and sleep!! whats the feelings man dude and dudettes! =)

so first day was lecture and lectures but it was very very informative and appreciate each lesson that i attended! and then come this superb dinner at this restaurant! we have a good time eating and talking to each other! pretty soon, everyone was already bonded! and we have a good time together at the restaurant! was a buffet and free flow of food and drinks! most importanly it was FOC! cool shit!

second day was also super fun! but have to set off early to catch a boat! we were off to St. Johns Island. and on the boat, we were outside at the deck! 'sun tanning' and enjoying the breeze of the sea as the boat sails through the vast piece of sea. and after 20 mins, we were at the island. we were welcome by a professor and later he bring us around his marine time research centre as well as his 'SECRET' lab! it was a honour to actually step into the lab as not everyone has this chance to see whats is his recent project on.

after that we have lectures and lunch on the island before we set sail back to singapore island. =) back at Singapore we are having lectures again (lectures all the time). and after which we have some games at the evening! and i am so proud of my team la! played 2 games and we win both games haha! =) WELL DONE people!

on the third day! we went to sungei buloh for a field trip and we have our guide robert with us! he was a great guy with alot of knowledge and really equipped us with the relevance skill that we have to know about nature and mangroves. =) but the field trip ended fast and we were back at PGP for another lecture! and for day 3 we have a total of 2 lectures too! =) and after which evaluation and then reflection! we move on to Bistro in NUS and hae our PPT presentation as well as a dinner!

and i am so proud to say, we are having our presentation in such a well furnished and lighted place which is the conference/function hall of the Bistro Restaurant! and during the presentation i am proud of my team again. presented well and manage defend the points well too! =) good job E.N.E.R.G.Y !!

after the presentation we went to have our buffet outside! =) it was good food and we are constantly being served with food and drinks are being constantly top up too =) its doesnt seems like a camp in the first place. its more like a leisure tour and it was pretty relaxing except for some parts where have to burn mid night oil till 2am to complete the PPT for 2 NIGHTS! =(

but after all, the camp is a success and i even volunteered myself to Bayer, that for Bayer Camp 2009, i want to be part of the Bayer Alumni! =)

and people do gimme ur fullest support in RP by joining Eco Camp 2009 next year in RP! =) i am being inspired and really want to hold this camp! =) looking forward to Bayer 2009 though bayer 2008 is NOT over yet! still got another interview session!!

and lastly i wanan thank everyone in the camp, my team mates and all the staffs present for making this camp a wonder FIRST ever BYEE ECO MIND camp!! =) thanks guys! and i miss the camp alot =) see your around in the different Eco projects soon! =)

BE ACTIVE! REDUCE CARBON FOODPRINT AND IMPROVE ENERGY EFFICIENCY!

Jasper!

2008-06-28T08:33:00.000-07:00

no more i miss u,
no more i love u,
no more waiting for me,
no more the old me.

miracles are everywhere,
miracles are nowhere,
miracles will happen on you,
but will it ever happen on me?

when two person says sorry,
when two person gives way,
when two person seperates,
what does it mean?

u walk out of my life,
u left me behind,
u went to another paradise without me,
u are gone.

how will be meet again?
where will be meet again?
will we ever meet again?
for, we know that is the first time we met.

ur heart left me,
ur hands left me,
ur hugs left me,
ur warmth left me.

will i ever be able to get them back?
will i ever be able to feel them again?
will i ever be able to come across them again?
for, we know that i once have them.

whatmore can i ask for?
whatmore can i beg for?
whatmore can i request for?
whatmore can i fight for?

i will ask,
WILL U COME BACK TO ME?

i will beg,
FOR ANOTHER CHANCE FOR ME TO FEEL YOUR WARMTH

i will request,
FOR ANOTHER CHANCE TO TAKE CARE OF YOU

i will fight,
FOR THE DAY WHEN I AM ABLE TO HOLD UR HAND AGAIN

Together let's hope for a miracle!!

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2008-06-26T05:55:00.000-07:00

Days we spend together,
Time we give each other,
Care we shown one another,
Concern we shower on one another.

For the moment of folly,
We made a mistake,
Trying to amend it,
However it’s too late.

I can never forget,
You can never forgive,
Forgive and forget?
Do they exist as one?

I wish I have no past,
I wish I have no thoughts,
I wish I have no burden,
I wish I could be free.

Now I am really lost,
Losing my sense of direction,
Can you be my source of light?
Light up my path with your beautiful eyes.

I wish I have never started,
I wish I have never been such a fool.
I wish, I wish, I wish
For, Will it come true?

Is this what I deserve?
Is this what I get in return?
Is this the way my life should be?
Is this the way we should treat each other?

You have been on my mind,
Giving me sleepless nights,
Thinking about you night and day,
You have never let my soul.

Thinking of you is a torture,
But I am willing to go through all that,
I don’t grumble,
For I know it will be worth it.

You are my angel,
You are my guardian,
You are my spirit,
You are my life.

I don’t want to lose you,
For sure I know I will be breaking down,
I believe in you,
And I believe you can change my thoughts.

Can you don’t give up on me?
I am trying my best,
Trying to forget everything,
Please wait for me.

Seeing you smile makes me happy,
Hearing you joke makes me jovial,
Touching your hands makes me feel loved,
Feeling your heartbeat it drives me to race my life with you.

I need you to be around,
I need you to be supporting me,
I need you to lend me a helping hand,
Cause I know, you’re my source of energy.

Please wait for me,
Please forgive me,
Please give me some time,
Please give me your support!

StarFish - Crazygirl

2008-06-25T06:06:00.000-07:00

wah how i wish i got something to drink to help me forget about my past. because of my past, i have been neglecting alot of stuff. i just cant focus and what i can do is to AVOID! but its definetly not a long term solution. and i dun want the relationship to spoil. i want to maintain and retain what i have now.

I KNOW VERY WELL, I CANT AFFORD TO LOSE U..

but the fact now is that, i am going to lose u soon.. no matter how i think no matter how i analyze. i just cant find anymore reason why i should deserve to be love anymore. i can really find no reason. so should i just give up?

how can i make myself to forget my past, if i can forget my past, it will be a great boost to what i am feeling now. and it will 100% change me attitude towards u. thats why i want to FORGET FORGET FORGET! and god damn it! FORGET EVERYTHING! =(

never in my life have i imagine that my past can mean so much to me, and seriously it really hinders my progress in r/s.. the more i think abt it the more i am adopting a pessimistic point of view towards everything. yea!! i just cant focus and am super distracted. what i want now its a LONG break that i can break free for everything..

for example today, i seriously got no mood for my meetings. sorry guys, i just wanna relax myself today.. i dun wanna make myself stress anymore, before i explode.. at least my situation now is so much better than that of the past few days. at least now i no longer think of avoiding that much..

and if U do still remember i say this before. 'if i miss u, i would buy a cup of bubbletea' today i drink like 3 cups. nevermind if i fall sick becos of this, cos i am really missing u.. Hais..

I REALLY DUN WANNA HURT ANYONE!!

Jasper!

2008-06-24T06:44:00.000-07:00

HAHA!! i have been deprive of a smile for like 2 days so i start off today blog with a smile!! OKOK!!

yesterday and today i have neglected alot of people. especially Ima. i dunno her la.. like kena like me for no reason But everything is already settled and i am a happy 17 year old again.. maybe this is wad friendships are.. quarrels and bickerings. but i know that quarrel and bickering won't affect our relationship. right ima?!

and i already making amendments alr hor, haha meeting u after sch tmr for a meal.. i didnt really mean to be so fierce to u and make u so upset.. my blog post i post it on impulse and i think that i shouldn't have done that ah.. but u should know i will always treat u as someone special yea?? so no worries that i might be angry with u!! =D

and then i also saw ur blog post alr.. haha.. like scolding me and like missing me at the same time.. i dun know u r angry with me or what lahx.. i know u have ur trouble but do keep me notified at times. so i can help u along wif it.. yea?!

Jasper =D

2008-06-23T06:28:00.000-07:00

well!! i have 1450 blog views.. i should be happy! but so what?! how many of those blog views i have are like so down in the pit and how many people have ever seen them? well i dunno if i am spouting nonsense here, but i know to myself, i do make sense..

i wanna blog it all out, but izzit appropriate for me to do so?! bloody hell.. wanted to just give up everything, i am just so lazy to think and things are no going the way i want to.. should i just smile and say ' well jasper let it off'!!

ONCE or TWICE is possible, but more than that, it burst my head.. i can no longer be in the state where i can just smile it all off and just laugh my way throught.. i really wanna retain my laughter.. but izzit possible?

what izzit that is making me feel so f*** up right now?! to me i also dunno.. u know y? because there are just so many issues that i am thinking about now, i dun even know which one i should think abt it first.. all come at one shot and i only have myself to blame.. i shall stop using the phrase Oh My God!! cos it doesnt helps at all.. i can god this and that but in the end?! nothing is being resolved and i am still stuck in the pit, with all problems still on me..

People u know? i really wanna smile.. there are so many people around me that can make me smile and laugh and all.. but slowly i think all this people are going to leave me, if not i am going to leave U! it might be a sooner of later issue..

my lovable princess Ricca? seeing u always make me smile.. and especially ur laughter in the cinema today.. really mesmerize me, really brighten up my day!!

my 'gf' Ima?! i dunno what to say.. really.. its been up and down, on and off, right and wrong etc..

My real life gf Rachel.. well its i got too much to say till i dunno where to start with.. should i start by scolding myself for being such an ass or a fool or should i just say a million sorry and hopefully u will forgive me!? well i am so confused now.. i dun wanna lose anybody.. but i think at this rate i am going.. my crazygirl might soon not be my crazygirl anymore.. i really wanna see u today.. but i just cant make myself to see u, I JUST CAN'T DO IT! just wanna let u know.. i really miss u alot.. I Love You but... ... ...

well.. gimme sometime!! i hope miracles do appear and it happens on me..

Jasper

2008-06-22T07:15:00.000-07:00

WOW!! this is really another super cool movie!!
The Incredible Hulk!!
See how the righteous Hulk defeat the Notorious Hulk in the final 'Shaolin' Showdown!!

2008-06-22T07:06:00.001-07:00

WOW!! ppl can u believe it?! i actually watch Kung Fu Panda 7 times!! haha..
I love Kung Fuuuuuuu Panda!! =D

Jasper & PO proudly presents the Dragon Warrior! =))

2008-06-21T06:20:00.000-07:00

today has been another fantastic day!! =D

well after yesterdat soccer that end around 5pm, it really left me with only 3-4 hrs of sleep before i go for my gym training in sch! well was so tired to wake up, but i am getting 'fatter' as i can see my muscles becoming fats gradually!! =)

so after my 2 hours of gym i went to meet my 'gf' again.. and IMA! u said 130pm right?! haha i reach at 1.29pm and i got alot of time to walk around. i even finish walking the whole CWP twice. luckily the third time i came down to the MRT u were there!! At last u appear. i was so afriad i might be sleeping and forget everything that we plan last night.

so well, u went to eat KFC and beware u r not that thin either. getting fatter soon can se ur FATS all coming out alr!!! and ur PIMPLE!!! PIMPLE!! haha!! eat somemore FRIED chicken, and the next day u woke up, u will see 'mini balls' on ur face.. =D

soon after that shafiq came and we EAT again at banquet!! after which we went to Khatib MRT and wait for charisma! we got so bored that ima suggested to buy bubbletea so i went along.. haha!! so as what charisma says!!

'GO TO BLOCK 802 PLAYGROUND AND WAIT FOR ME THERE'

lol!!

what i long wait that was haha!! i was so bored that i even try to lift the concrete binded marble chair and surprisingly i DID it! 'GF' u say that right?! haha!! the chair did move!! so i am going to become The Rock one day!! well for now i am just 'The Pebble'. okie at least after like 35 - 45 mins Charisma came!! haha!! and she bring us to the taxi stand where we saw Hadi 'Mirza' with his mine cute cute little red car!! haha!!

i cant believe a big guy like hadi drive mine car.. haha! hadi u deserve bigger car man! when i get my license when i am in year 3!! i drive u around okie?! haha!! Promise u..

so we went to yishun safra in hadi call! and SHAFIQ haha!!

Shafiq said: "Hadi 30km/h i am scared!!"

well people if ur want to know why shafiq says that!! i can give u a million reasons why haha!!

and we went to yishun safra wanted to bowl, but the lanes were all occupied. so what we did was went back to the mini red car and off to Orchid country club where we play bowling there.. well LANE 26.. ^.^

alright.. while playing bowling was suppose to be peaceful, but some or rather an 'epedemic' struck!! names of people just started to fly out from 'gf's' mouth. and i think charisma also realised what is the CURSED name. haha!! everyone knows ah.. *secret*

but i was surprise when ricca name was called haha! shafiq ball went straight but it didnt STRIKE.. almost i would say.. haha!!

well abit sad today as i am new to the lane and not use to the grip with the ball, cant manage to get any strikes at all.. but though no stikes! i believe we all of us have alot of fun and we are looking forward to the next outing!!

and take note!! Home Affairs people! Wednesday Pastamania at CWP! those who are interested pls contact me, Shafiq or the president Hadi. thanks! =)

EH and 'GF'!! make sure next time come out with ME! u better be bowling okie?! if u scared the Longkang?! haha!! i open bumper lane for u, for sure ur ball will always be on track k!? =))

alright!! and thats all for today!! was not a big outing with any big groups, but but but we all have plenty of fun together.. haha! thanks hadi for driving us around!! =) much appreciated!!

Jasper ^.^

2008-06-20T06:06:00.000-07:00

alright.. long time since i post a blog post! haha!! people here izzit!! =D

today was a damn stupid day! i forget to bring my freaking labcoat and i literally waste a freaking day in sch. LOL!! but it was kinda relax, flipping through newspaper watching my movie, checking out new soccer scores and looking thru galleries etc!! how i wish everyday my life would be like this and As just keep coming in. so that i can RELAX and at the same time gotten my As (best if GPA 4.0)!!

and Ima broke the news to me saying, Jasper go watch movie. i was like asking where izzit. she said town area. but as i told her i live in a mountain which is not accessible to town she burst out laughing!! anyway i like in Bukit Panjang. as Bukit in malay means Hill/mountain right?! i suppose.

well so she i ask her again, where are your watching now? she confidently says erm not town la, i was so happy cos i thought was somewhere near. but in the end she says 'not town la but at plaza singapura!'. wah at that point of time we was walking down stairs, i got a sudden urge to push her down the stairs. LOL i sound so wicked!! haha! (but ima u know i would never do that right? lol) well!!

moving on, she was also very kind to be there to support my IG booth. and she promised to donate some items to us. so IMA listen up. this coming friday 27th July 2008 i expect u to see u bring something down to RP. (if i remember correctly u would like to donate ur undergarments??!?!?) i was wonder can anyone fit into IT?! wahahaha!! (joking X3)

well the shock seriously came after sch. i thought shikin ima shafiq and falah going for movies at plaza singapura.. but i was called down too. at that point of time i knew something was wrong.. well some stuff got to be kept private and confidential yea?! LOL!

when i went down, i was like being told, shikin alr went off. OMG!! left with 3 of them. after a while ricca ima and I crack a joke on falah, but we didnt expect him to take it so seriously!! he went off any never came back.. SO SORRY FALAH we dun mean it at all!! It was only meant to be a joke.. sorry Mr HOT GUY!! =D

after which, i went up to get my bag, soon after i came down! Ima(my 'gf') stood there motionless and after a while she started to 'rain'. i was so shocked! and i understand she has her own difficulties and problem. yea..

BUT 'gf' dun be sad la!! u got that 'actress/comedian' named Ricca, u got shafiq, and you got me!! so dun be so sad!! to me personally i label u as someone strong!! so dun be easily defeated k!? as what ricca said! ignore everything and lead ur own life, shape ur own life with ur own hands, dun let anyone affect u yea?! but i was glad ur fine after a cheering up session by the Comedian!! haha!!

and i think one more thing that cheer u up was my CHEWING GUM!! oh my god!! speaking of chewing gum, haha!! u took the last one which i have.. but while sending princess home, i think we got alot of fun and joy talking and cracking jokes with one another haha!! and princess i think ur the happiest among the 4 of us lor!! (3 people send u home ahaha!! )

lastly we departed at woodlands mrt where i went to meet my cousin at WestMall and your went for your movies!! i hope ur went and enjoyed to movie with popcorns and a cup of drink!! =) one day, if i got the time, i will go with ur and watch movie again k?! Promised ^.^

last but not least just wanna tell Ima!! ignore everything and carry on with your life!! alot of people out there care for u and love u too. =D take care my girl.. and haha give u a surprise on wednesday perhaps! make sure u dun cry!! ahaha!!

Jasper!!
Jasper is feeling HAPPY!!

2008-06-10T06:35:00.000-07:00

haha! 'NO PROMISES' is also a song that u requested from me yea? so i suppose its one of your favourite song too! since is sang by Shayne Ward! =D

2008-06-10T06:26:00.000-07:00

hey!! this song means alot to u and me yea?! cos they are our fav song as well as singer!! hope i can listen to this song with u forever.. =D

2008-05-26T04:41:00.000-07:00

2008-05-26T04:02:00.000-07:00

ah!! how come everything to me now seems dman blur. i think i don't know whats going on anround me! i dun have a clue..

and today been a damn bad day la.
early in the morning kena diarrhoea and then i kena headache. this kinda life sux!

but thanks for the panadol yea!?!? made me feel so much better!!
thanks alot alot!!

Jasper

2008-05-23T05:29:00.000-07:00

now, i think am starting to believe that somethings are meant to be rihgt from the beginning. it could be yours and it couldnt be yours. the challenge is here! trying to find out whats urs and whats not.

i think some of my fren realised that i have been trying to figure out whats mine and whats not mine. for all i know! i can only have one!! it has been some time since i talk about this kinda issue and some of my frens also know i have been avoiding it and it seems kinda taboo to me yea?! so i am avoiding it.

but i think i did the right thing!! avoid it and think abt it all over again myself! =) now i am starting to see the true colours. what is mine and whats not mine. thought pictures is clearer now, i am still trying to get the PERFECT picture out of it yea?! i believe i soon will find the right ans!!

if my fren notice!! i ave been like a sickening emo kid for some past few days la!! but after today, i wont be emo anymore la!!! will be hapy!! for those hu have been encouraging me!! thanks alot my dearest frens!! =))

especially shida darling!! gimme hugs whenshe sees i am down!! =)) thank you!

not forgetting all those in HUMANITARIAN AFFAIRS IG hahahaa!! =)
all have been flooded by my sorrows and saliva b4 ah!! =))

k keep a look out for my blog post!! =)) enjoy your days my frens!! =)

Jasper =)))

2008-05-19T03:03:00.000-07:00

Hi all. some people have been rushing me for my blog post hahas. okie here it goes..

actually i dun wanna blog, bcos now adays i am not feeling so good. and i think RAFIQ might have sense wrongly. i am not that happy yea?! and he says good to see the happy Jasper!?!?

anyway what i wanna say today is, " has anyone been in such a situation whereby u don't even know whats going on around you?

for me, if i am in such situaion, i will he hopeless and i will be at a lost at what to do. this is because whatever that is happening around you seems so sudden. does anyone know how to cope with all this situation.

maybe me myself suck at this type of problem, but it just makes me wonder. and i dun dare to assume, but there is nothing i can do except to assume yea? i dun know what you are thinking about? and i guess some people wil drop hints and there. but i HOPE i got the right hint yea?

all this have really put me in a spot, for i dunno what to believe or how to assume? if anything is wrong, I'm just so sorry.. =(

Jasper *confused*

2008-05-15T07:09:00.001-07:00

today has been a good day as well as a bad day for me ah!!

good day because, i spend my lunch with my princess hahas!! =)) and it was a great lunch break. it make me feel so happy and it brightens up my day.. hahas! thanks princess =)

haha and at chiron room i manage to see my princess again. but for a short while yea?! before that i was having a freaking long meeting with my VP and my advisor! it lasted for like freaking an hour! i was like OMG!! thats painful!!

and now for me as the president, i am beginning to feel the pressure and i am afraid that i might not be able to take it. i am handling 5 teams of members and 3 events at one time. wow!! IRONMAN!! =)

i just hope i can sustain throughout and make sure i dun collapse halfway. i need the support of everyone thanks!! it will be a tiring journey but i am willing to make it a fruitful one! =))

Jasper!! =)

2008-05-14T05:44:00.000-07:00

haha!!! today was a enjoyable day!! i went bowling wif shark fin soup!! aka sharman la! and then finally he can spin ball. but his spin was way too much!! he is even more pro than me!!! hahahaha

and then after that i went to club room and cs all the way.. hahas.. till HOME affiars came!!

and this is the start of the good show!! OMG!!
they are playing the fraking game CHUBBY BUNNY! this is such a cute game as the name speaks it all!! hahas

everyone started shuffing marshmellows into their mouth as if they are hamsters preparing for hibernations. but hamsters are cuter than them la OF COURSE!!

all of them macam like wanna puke and is like a mute trying to SAY!! "CHUBBY BUNNY"
hahahhahahahahahhahahaa i just cant stop laughing. anyone who see this game being played will also be laughing your ass off.. OMG!!

after that we play pepsi cola 1 2 3!! this is suppose to be a FUN game!!
BUT it turn out to be a game of back stabbing!! starting when they play was nice and abiding the 'rules'.

in a blink of an eye!! WTF!! all are like turning against their own people. and one good example is MR SOFTEE!! aka our 'dearest' president Hadi!! MR SOFTEE was just a back stabber man!!

OMG!! i guess by now ur should know why i call him MR SOFTEE cos he is just SOFT YEA?!?!

HAHAHAHAHAHA SOFT!!! right rochelle and yvonne!! your got HANDS ON EXPERIMENT!!

but after all it was a nice game la!! hahas!! i have plenty of fun and was just enjoying myself with the HOME AFFAIRIANS! hahas.. they are great people. i think everyone should meet each and every single one of them!! hahas.

HAPPY JASPER!! thanks home affairs make my day GAY!! =)

JASPER!!!

2008-05-06T05:43:00.000-07:00

ok i shall be frank in this blog la!!

on monday night, i was having a msn convo la.. and all of a sudden i was enjoying the convo, somehow my ex was being brought up. and that person who brought it up, i was quite disappointed it has to be you la.. cos u should know my relationship to you. and my ex was still brought up as a joke when i wanna have some chat with you.

since monday night, i have been affected by this. i have been trying hard not to think about my ex and trying to get over it and move on with my life.

what happen between us, u should know.. and i told u before, it was all my fault because i just couldnt find the time for her. and thats why it ended as a break up after 8 months of sweet relationship. and on the 9th month anniversary that night, i was seriously thinking all about her. and i constantly scolded my self FUCK! cos i was just a fuck up kid that ruin everything.

and i was trying to forget all this shit la. but somehow, my ex was bought up in the conversation, it really caught me off guard and i cant believe it came out from your mouth. and since monday night my mood was already affected. and frankly, that night itself, i cried in my room all alone..

i was thinking, HOW HOW HOW on earth did my ex came out from your mouth. unless u really feel nth towards me i dn really give a hoot aout what u say la.. but given what we are now, i dun think its even suitable to joke about my ex in this kinda manner ah. maybe u dun realise, but honestly i was so affected by it that i think about my 8 month relationship all over again! from head to toe and what sadden me was, i dun know how to treasure her and it has ti be that particular someone that joke with my ex.

I really dunno what to say ah.. seriously even today, i wanna cabot class. since morning i was already ike a dead fish trying to flip myeself around!!

but no choice, i cant skip class so what i did was!! go for my freaking class.. and just tahan throughout the whole day. MY GOODNESSS! what a long day i had!!!

but it was also a good thing! cos i realy need stuff to get me away from my thinking. i dun wanna be alone!! right now i need accompany and i really need it badly.. i never want to b alone as i wil start thinking about nonsense stuff again.

after some time, i finally able to forget all about my ex and hat happen now!! my fucking mind is just thinking about her all over again. did i do the right thing by saying the 3 magical words.

"LETS BREAK UP"

now i really need somemore time to calm myself down and prevent myself from thinking so much.. right now i am blogging this post and listening to the song "this i pomise you" i am also feeling sad. i just dun know what the hell i should do. .

now i am really dejected about what has happen la.. and i seriously starting to lose confidence in myself. whats gg to hapen from now on, i also got no idea and i am just gg to let nature take it course la!! i am really freaking TIRED today!!

anyone who reads this, please keep this to yourself thank you! i dun wish to talk about this. i dun want to blog about this. somehow i need to say all this out if not i would be feeling damn terrible.. so out it goes in MY BLOG!! but feel free to tag me ah..

Jasper =( *emoing*

2008-05-03T21:19:00.001-07:00

OMG!! what a boring sunday it is?!?!?!

listening to songs

downloading songs

eat/sleep

Slack all day

wanna study for Microbiology, but it seems so freaking easy till i dunno how to study. maybe for tmr UT i go and do some research and input some CHIM answers hahaha to impress the markers! WOOT!! HAHAHAHA!!

and that idiotic whether is freaking hot and i dunno what to do now! go running sure kena heat stroke..

what a nice song! 'i finally found someone' haha

Jasper!!

2008-04-30T20:15:00.000-07:00

OMG!! have anyone ever whats the feeling of being dissppointed? when someone actually give u hope and then all of a sudden it just fell apart..

i know this kinda feeling sucks. bcos i find that we are so filled with emotions and emotions can control human alot. thats why..

i believe everyone has the same sentiment as me and wouldnt want to be given false hope. hahas!!

Jasper

2008-04-28T18:55:00.000-07:00

hey hey!! thank you for morning call me each time ah!! if not i sure over sleep then late for sch thanks alot alot! =)

and its kinda good feeling to hear ur voice in the morning!! =))

ANYWAY thanks a million!!

2008-04-27T05:14:00.000-07:00

haha!! hihi Noorul mei mei!!

today i am so happy, i got Noorul as my godsister. can see that she is a nice girl and really she has helped me alot during the time when i am down and been consoling me..

as a result i know you a lollipop right?! to be more precise i would owe you even more. it far more than just a little stick of sweet!!

but i am happy that u r my mei mei.. haha!! if u encounter any difficulty u can come and find me anytime!! =) will be glad to help u!! and u ah! keep a lot of secrets from me and u dun wanna let me find out!! haha

and RID!! listen up ah! bully my godsister u gonna get it from me sia!! haha!! =))

last but not least!!

Wish U and RID everlasting and happy forever!! =))

Jasper Kor Kor!!

2008-04-26T22:46:00.000-07:00

Shattered like Glass and Gone like wind!!

Jasper

2008-04-25T06:22:00.000-07:00

HOW I WISH I WISH!! THAT THERE IS ONE DAY THAT WILL BE PERFET FOR ME!

but i know that it can never happen, this is because i take today for an example!!

today start off fine and i was very happy that everything was running smooth for me since morning, except it was abit rush la!! =( after that my presentation for today problem was ok and was commented by my faci saying it was the best presentation. i also find that my day rox!!

SHIT comes in when i got to rush thru my meals and send emails all at the same time and it was just straight smack after my trip around the WHOLE campus just to paste some siganges for my conservation meeting. OMG!! thats sucky..

and when i went home!! what sucks most is i BREAK my promise. OMG thats hell la!! =((

I WISH IT WOULD BE A PERFECT DAY TMR!! =))

Jasper!

2008-04-24T06:45:00.000-07:00

hahaha!! this post is VERY SHORT AND SWEET!! =))

just to say! today i am just so happy, without u, it would be nth..

haha thank you for being with me today! =)

Jasper!! ^.^

2008-04-23T00:03:00.000-07:00

i think people dont know i actually listen to chinese songs right? all thing i ANG MOH KIA!! haha

but actually i do listen to chinese song okie? now i am listening to one by jay chou but i got no idea what title is it all about la!! haha.. *dun laugh at me can already*
i dont know why i give the impression that i actually listen to english songs. haha chinese songs are beautiful too.. somehow i just have the tendancy to listen more of the english songs. haha

i think thats all about songs.. haha if your actually see the phrase i emphasis in the first sentence right? u do realise that i said ang moh kia!!

haha talking about all the kia (means hokkien for kids) in chiron ah!! 2 of them i make fun most is the cute little chilli padi Charisma and the lost shark S Sharman Pandian!! haha

they are the khatib kia and the yishun kia respectively. they are so funny la when i call them the different kia. hahahaahhaaha!!! sharman threatened to kill me and he actually call me Chu Chu Kia alamak!! i am suppose to be called the Fajarkia!! haha.. not Chua Chu Kia okie?!

hahaha.. they are damn damn funny people. though we normally scold each other but for sure we know its all for fun?! =)) hahhahhaahaa!!

alright thats all for this blog!!

Jasper =)

2008-04-22T20:42:00.000-07:00

Dear committee, thanks for your dedication in ensuring that the event turned out smoothly! U guys were great guides and we could see that you are serious about the guiding! U guys were really professional and did our earth a big favour! Thanks for the hard work guys!

Fareezal and Jasper, thanks for helping with the ambulance and injured student’s dad, u guys really pro!

Amy- this entire event would not be possible without you! All your pateience in training the guides, preparing the notes, all the legwork! J
Really nice to work with you!

Serena, Hwee Chuan- thanks for supporting the event with your presence and being the guides!

Green com members- Laurence, Phang, Jolynn, Fiona- thanks for coming to support us and for offering to be the guides, coming for the training! We are so happy to have your support! Thanks!

This has been a very successful event with 200 students walking thru admiralty park and knowing that plants §make a difference to our planet. J
Warmest regards,GRACE TANHead (Operations) School of APPLIED SCIENCE (SAS)email grace_tan@rp.sg call +65 3100-1885 fax +65 6415-1310 SAS sharepoint http://myrp2.myrp.edu.sg/sites/sas/default.aspxP do you really need to print this e-mail?

From: Amy Choong Sent: Tuesday, 22 April, 2008 9:46 AMTo: MUHAMMAD FAREEZAL B MOHAMED I; MUHAMMAD TARMIDZI B ROSLAN; NUR AZIEANI BTE ARIFIN; SABRINA CHOO; SOH ZHI HAO; TAY JIT LING JACKELINE; Jolynn Tan; Laurence Tan; Phang Wai Keong; Grace Tan; Nabila Huda; Chua Hwee Chuan; Serena Seah; YEO SHU WEN SERENE; MUHAMMED ASARAF OMAR S/O ABBASCc: eFile-SAS; Tan Lay PhengSubject: debrief conclusion session

Hi all,

In case people should ask, the leaves of cat’s whiskers have the medicinal properties.

At the end of the trip, since today is earth day, ask students what they have leant about plants from the walk:

Mango: food for humans and other mammals like our dear departed Ah Meng
Cat’s whiskers, excoecaria: medicines
Forest provide homes for wildlife and cooling the surroundings
Plants in general provide oxygen, without which planet earth will not be like it is today; enjoyment
Jelutong: construction materials, chewing gum
Indian rosewood: construction, fragrance, medicines
Rain tree: shade, food for wildlife, necklace
Plants sucks up carbon so that the level of CO2 can be reduced, more plants are required to reduce effect of global warming

It’s important that they realize the importance of plants to ensure a healthier planet.

Thanks for your help.

Amy

I second Grace in thanking you all for your help, in addition I’d like to elaborate:

Jasper: having to look out for ambulance so didn’t get to eat KFC,
Fareezal: partner Jasper, help bring the father to the injured student, not sure if you got to eat as well

Hwee Chuan, Serena, Nabila, Jolynn and Phang for being so game to help guide and came for training on Mon, a pretty hot evening.

Muhammed for attending previous training session, came again for training on Mon and guide on Tue.

Serene, who got roped in last minute, for coming to train on Mon and guide on Tue, just to support us as we need help

Choong Yun for volunteering to help mark attendance despite throat infection but I asked her not to do it so as not to strain her voice and health.

haha. why i choose to quote all this is because i find that its a very very good beginning for conservation IG! PEOPLE! look forward!! =))

SEE you guys soon! take care!

Jasper!!

2008-04-22T20:35:00.000-07:00

HEY!! Rochelle!! fererro rocher!! =)

haha!! i think u know what i wanna say right?! know u have been through alot and i am well aware of all those happenings that u are going through. so i know how u r feeling. after having a good talk with u for this few days, i think u have already loosen up alot right?!

most importantly look forward and dun think too much and then dun look back. there are alot of people who are looking after you and caring for u out there!! Example!! JASPER is always here yea?! feel free to come to me for help..

and remember what i said?! haha i will be always behind u pushing u hard and keep u going. so u r not going to look back. just want u to carry on with life. alright?! make sure u complete the rest of the journey and finish the 'race' yea!?

last but NOT the least, remember, i will be supporting u!! take care =)

Jasper

2008-04-22T20:33:00.000-07:00

eh hahaha!! after yesterday, i finally have my doubts clear up and now i am clear what is what.. hahahaha! all thanks to the different people who have help me so far and i eally wanna say a very good thank u to all of your! really really need to thank your!

haha!! lastly, i am now a happy jasper as i already found the right path of my life!!

THANKS!

Jasper! =)

2008-04-21T05:48:00.000-07:00

okie!! now i am listening to That's Why again!! =))

and here i am writing this blog post to 2 of my really good good friends..
by the time ur finish reading, i think u should know who are the 2 of you ah!!

first thing first, i find that things shouldnt be so nasty!! alright? happy moments doesnt come by so often and i find that ur got to sort out your difference soon. and seriously ice cream is sweet!!
and i am waiting for this day to enjoy the sweetest ice cream one earth with the 2 of you!! it will be the happiest ice cream i ever ate in my life...

alright?!

secondly, there is no need to be at loggerheads or ask whoever is angry with who alright? i know both of your are plainly just ignoring each other. and i dun wanna this to happen, during the camp till now!! ask urself!! how much have we been through tgt and what have we done together as ONE!

right now we are like already under one BIG FAMILY la!
and if anyone were to be unhappy, the family will surely be affected alright? so i want ur to be happy with each other and as well be happy with the rest of the family members.

everytime when ur wanna quarrel or hate each other, ask urself repeatedly, is all this worth it and what are ur really going after?! i really cannot take it when i see 2 of my good friends are fighting and somemore we are all on good terms!!

before the even the camp starts U remember!!
we are like so excited in picking out the babes and then all of us are like listing them out one by one. and i think u found yours during the camp right? and things shouldnt be so unhappy now. we are like so excited over the issue and we are like fighting over which group to take! I.e pixar 1 paramount 1!!!

i can still remember what ur shouted!! "anyone who come steal my team will die", "this will be my team la no one can snatch from me"

right!?!?!?! all these sounds so familiar!! thats why we can always be friends and no point be at loggerheads la!! treasure each other as how i treasure your as my good friends! =))

just wanna let ur know! i will be supporting both of u from behind! i can be ur backbone!! but if ur are so persistant about it, BACKBONE WILL BREAK ONE DAY!! so make sense of what i said and i wish ur all the best!!

FOREVER MY BEST BUDDY/NEIGHBOUR/FRIENDS!!!!

Jasper!! =)

2008-04-20T23:34:00.000-07:00

haha i think my dearest shida darling is angry wif me ah?! haha... actually its not that i forget about you, i still know what u still exist..

but it jsut happen that when i was really down in the pit, some of my frens are with me, so what happen was that i talk to them about my prob and not you. but now u do know what happen to me yea?

so dun feel sad anymore and i still treat u as my darling (not FREN anymore)... i just want u to know i will still find u to talk about my problem. =))

dun feel sad anymore k?? =))

and i LOVE u and u do LOVE me too right?!?!?! hahahaha

JASPER to SHIDA DARLING!

2008-04-20T02:09:00.000-07:00

hey hey!! this post is specially for 'you'! =)

i am really happy that u actually take note of my existance and i am so happy that u r here for me! thanks alot alot!!

u have been accompany me, talking to me, consoling me, and listening to me.. and i enjoyed talking to you!!

i really really hope all this can continue! and i am looking forward to see u once more!! =))

JASPER!

*now JASPER IS HAPPY!!*

2008-04-19T23:18:00.000-07:00

OMG!! what happen to me today?!?!? i was like super stressed up la! i really need a break! why izzit that i still got to be bother so much abt that issue ah?! isnt it all over?

i think i am going cray soon and i really need to talk to you about how i feel now. maybe i made a mistake, but i dun know. its all up to fate la i see what i can do. i am just like haging in suspense and waiting for something to whack me from behind without me knowing the reason y?!

i really wanna thank the year 1s they are great people helping me all along. make me less stressed and listen to my woes.

Noorul, Ima, Charisma, Shafiqah

year 2 also

Shafiq, Mariem

i know that some of us are really already super stressed out! i just cant figure out, why doies fatigue suddenly struck me?

all of this came just so sudden. i am not even prepared for all these. maybe i look strong from outside. but there is really a limit to me and a limit to my tolerance level ah.. seems like i am exploding soon anytime..

and i am going to blog it all OUT!! but i am still feeling so tired.. =((

SAD SAD SAD JASPER!! wanna CRY!

2008-04-19T23:06:00.000-07:00

EH Noorul!! dun blog too big ah!! later RID see he kill me sia!!

haha!! i didnt wite that on purpose la!! u should know ah! =))

and i believe u know it very well, cause i was like listening to That's Why till i go bonkers la!

MUAHAHAHA!u wanna blog a short one will do ah! please la!!

Jasper!! =)

2008-04-19T22:10:00.000-07:00

AH!! i must really thank NOORUL!! all thanks to her blog. when i enter hr blog the first melody that strikes me! OMG! i was like OMG all the way. i nearly cried man!!

thats because of her blog song!! THAT's WHY by micheal learns to rock!

thats a very beautiful and i think everyone should really listen to it. it is like the most memorable song for me, i haven listen for it for a long time because its a very hurting song for me.

it brings back alot alot of memories. and especially when i am thinking about my r/s stuff or some other people that are important in my life, i would listen to this songs as this really makes me think alot and all makes sense.

for example just now i was thinking about some issue and this song kept playing in my mind! and i was like! okie i think what i am doing and i am certain what i really want.

this song can wake me up from my dreams and it makes me sober! i really really love this song alot! but this song make me cry at times and i hate it at times also. but overall, its a nice nice song!!

it really helps me to straighten out my thoughts la! is like a rememdy and really really perks me up!!

lastly thanks NOORUL and UR BLOG!! =)) thanks thanks!!

Jasper!

2008-04-19T21:46:00.000-07:00

In life many things will catch your eye, but pursue those that capture your heart!!

In life many things will catch your eye, but pursue those that capture your heart!!

In life many things will catch your eye, but pursue those that capture your heart!!

In life many things will catch your eye, but pursue those that capture your heart!!

In life many things will catch your eye, but pursue those that capture your heart!!

In life many things will catch your eye, but pursue those that capture your heart!!

In life many things will catch your eye, but pursue those that capture your heart!!

In life many things will catch your eye, but pursue those that capture your heart!!

In life many things will catch your eye, but pursue those that capture your heart!!
In life many things will catch your eye, but pursue those that capture your heart!!

In life many things will catch your eye, but pursue those that capture your heart!!

In life many things will catch your eye, but pursue those that capture your heart!!

In life many things will catch your eye, but pursue those that capture your heart!!

In life many things will catch your eye, but pursue those that capture your heart!!

In life many things will catch your eye, but pursue those that capture your heart!!

In life many things will catch your eye, but pursue those that capture your heart!!

In life many things will catch your eye, but pursue those that capture your heart!!

In life many things will catch your eye, but pursue those that capture your heart!!

In life many things will catch your eye, but pursue those that capture your heart!!

In life many things will catch your eye, but pursue those that capture your heart!!

In life many things will catch your eye, but pursue those that capture your heart!!

In life many things will catch your eye, but pursue those that capture your heart!!

In life many things will catch your eye, but pursue those that capture your heart!!

In life many things will catch your eye, but pursue those that capture your heart!!

In life many things will catch your eye, but pursue those that capture your heart!!

In life many things will catch your eye, but pursue those that capture your heart!!

In life many things will catch your eye, but pursue those that capture your heart!!

Shafiqah!! haha u agree with my statement right? if not i doubt u will use it as ur msn PM!! haha =)

In fact this sentence is for everyon out there!! =) stay happy yea!! and choose wisely!

Jasper!!

2008-04-19T21:42:00.000-07:00

alamak. shafiq shafiqah, ur saw the microsoft word documents right? i send your!!

OMG!! i just wanna let it all out la! i can tahan anymore!! i dunno why lehx. maybe i can vent it all out in my BLOG but then if i say everyone can see la. so its no longer a secret la.. OMG!!

i am stressed stress and STRESSED!! i dunno what to do sia. and everything seems so complicated haha!

now adays come how we are like so emo emo? is it because of CHIRON or its just US?!?! i need some comments and some help form some ppl. i need to find out what is causing this freaking problem to me. OMG!

maybe soon i might need someone badly.. maybe i dun need, now its all still early to say la.. hais..

and guess what?! my next post its going to be a poem to describe my feelings! maybe some of you doesnt know, i like to write poems haha!! =)

JASPER!!

something happen to me!

2008-04-19T21:34:00.000-07:00

recently i also realsie that within groups of fen, there are also some smaller group of friends that i am enjoying their companionship. and i just come across something funny and i think that we can be closer than usual.

i really enjoy their companionship and this makes me want to go out with them even more. i am also in a dilema now and i am seeking help from my friends. (i think your know who you are yea?) all those frens who are helping me alot to get me out of this difficult situation.

as i experience more i will also blog more so if u wanna find out more about me, keep viewing my blog yea?!

and i really love my PM!!

I take speed boat and U tak sampan. LOL!! i believe U like it too right?!

JASPER!!

i am being single again la!

2008-04-19T21:31:00.000-07:00

haha, now i am finally a carefree bird (meaning i am single) and i am enjoying every single moment of it.

i have my friends and all my chiron brothers al around me.

recently was the HOME AFFAIR IG that came up, and everyone inside was friendly, we hang out and we enjoy each other companion alot.

we play soccer and sit down and gossip about some stuffs. recently we just went to sentosa and play our heads off. this is one of the happiest memories i ever had!!

i am looking forward to meting up again this MON! outside club room haha!

JASPER!!

HATE BEING LIED TO!!

2008-02-13T04:48:00.000-08:00

i trust people and i dont wish to get back betrayal. if thats so much i trust i better not trust as i would be happier.

lies after lies only make me look like a fool as i am kept in the dark until everything is over then truth came to light.

i dunno what to say, but i know my trust is being betrayed. SAD!!

one point of time during my meeting,i just feel like throwing the whole chair right into the window and just smash the whole pience of glass. at least that vent my anger.

BUT please no second time, if it happens again, i will be ruthless and heartless no matter hu u r to me. =((

Jasper!! => tired, feel betrayed and disappointed!

memories of W24J!!

2008-02-12T02:03:00.001-08:00

Scenery!! My favourite!

2008-02-12T01:59:00.000-08:00

Conservation gets the better of me!!

2008-02-12T01:57:00.001-08:00

now i am like so into my IG that even my friendster becomes my IG friendster le!!

haha!!

why i am saying all this is because there are picture of scenery everywhere in my friendster. and i find all of them so lovable. what i wil be doing next is to just make them into a photo montage. and i am sure that all this will be a nice meories of what i have been doing for my poly days. haha!!

i hope ur enjoy reading my blog and like my pics too!!

Now i will upload a few pics i like now!!

ENJOY!!

Jasper

ME me ME and MEEEE!!!

2008-02-11T02:57:00.001-08:00

Family Photo!! =))

2008-02-11T02:52:00.000-08:00

Graduation High Tea

2008-02-11T02:49:00.001-08:00

Pictures i treasure!! =)

2008-02-11T02:45:00.000-08:00

feeling restless

2008-02-11T02:38:00.000-08:00

i dunno what i am doing today but sudenly i feel sleepy and i feel very restless. i feel as if i can do nothing and can give up anytime. at last i find out whats wrong with me and i feel heaty inside me. so what i did was to just grab a cold drink and drink it all down!! SMART huh?!?!

haha!!

of course after that i am so much better that i can post some blogs!!

haha!!

and now i am on my way to think of what to get for my GF Eunice for Valentine.. hehe.. ShHhH.

JASPER

Future Event

2008-02-11T02:36:00.000-08:00

now i am the president for conservation IG. and i am coming up with a proposal for this event call the 100000 bottle colleciton. this is a event that is community based and it involvesthe public as well as student from RP.

now the planning is still going on, and this is one of my first projects and i hope that i will make it a success. this is my first ever major project i am handling and i will make sure i do a good job and never disappoint my IG mates as well as my advisors.

looking forward to everyone support!

JASPER

Graduation High Tea 2008 (SAS)

2008-02-11T02:34:00.000-08:00

this is my first ever event that i am planning and i am the program IC and i enjoy this position alot this is because i get to plan the whole event and it gives me a sense of satisfaction when i am able to make the graduates like my program so much. this is already a good achievement.

and finally the day came. i saw people dressed so nicely and i find that they are handsome and gorgeous. ppl are eating and chatting as if this is the last time they are meeting and the whole program is a success and i think the whole committee did a good JOB.

i hope to have more such events in FUTURE!!

JASPER

joining Chiron Club(SAS)

2008-02-11T02:32:00.000-08:00

i have no idea how i got in to Chiron Club. i think its the president that look up on me and he find that i am capable so he need people to join and i readily join them.

i made alot of friends there and there are so many nice ppl over there. they make me feel as if i am in their family and i am glad i get to know all this nice people. though its stressful but i will still face them.

and i am looking forward to gain more exposure in Chiron Club (SAS)

JASPER

becoming the president for Conservation IG

2008-02-11T02:30:00.000-08:00

this is a good thing for me as i have achieve something and i really enjoyed this position as i have gain the trust of all my advisors and my fellow schoolmates. and before this election i was really terrified about the result.

but afterall my hard work paid off and i finally get to be the president and i know the challenges coming for me is tough but i will face it bravely.

JASPER

first time engage in real drinking!

2007-11-21T04:45:00.000-08:00

thanks to ZUL and JANICE ah..
sabo me with hard liquor.
dunno how to warn me ah??
still there laughing when i am drunk...

for some time i seriously saang diao!!
and somemore on train sweating and feel like vomiting.
janice u know right?
haha.. saw me in the state of drunk...
nearly collaspe..
seeing stars all over and some more feel like falling down

when i alight nearly fell down MRT track.
lucky i was awake..
if not wont get to see me again..

but then drinking is fun lo..
but then that my first and last flaming lumbo..
DUN DARE TRY AGAIN.

next time ah intro something better la..
lucky now awake liao..
wont collaspe..
after a cold bath that bring my body temperature down..

really "thanks ah"

Jasper
=)

poetry fever!!

2007-11-04T03:19:00.000-08:00

Drown in your words
Cuddle you in my arms
Listening to your heartbeat
And falling asleep on your lap

All alone in the garden
Looking at falling leaves
Admiring the greenery
Smiling at the ever flowing river
Staring at the clear blue sky

Every single year
Every single month
Every single day
Every single hour
Every single minute
Every single second
Every single moment

Seeing your image
Makes me miss you
Harbor funny thoughts
Hoping to see you immediately

When you are not by my side
My imagination runs wild
Thinking about all the impossible
Leaving the possible unattended

Glazing at the stars
Enjoying the brightness of the moon
Admiring the whole sky
All are nothing to me

To me you mean more than anything else
You are not just a star
You are not just a moon
You are not just the sky
To me your are the whole universe to me
Without you there will not be me

As childish as you can be
As problematic as you can be
As much as you can joke
As much as you make me angry

To me my love for you surpasses everything
Loving everything about you is the greatest joy of my life

My love for you is like passing wind as they are never ending and gentle
My love for you is like sands on the coast as they are abundant
My love for you is like crystal clear water as they are forever clean and enjoyable
My love for you is like the depth of the ocean as it’s so deep to see the seabed

When you hear the leaves hustle it means I love you
When you walk on the street it means I miss you
When you are eating it means I am thinking about you
When you are talking it means I am missing you

I will be with you throughout your life

Life long relationship
Ocean deep sensational love for you
Vindicate my feelings for you
Eunice and Jasper

You are my everything
Only you and me
Unlimited love that I am showering you with

I LOVE YOU!
MISS YOU DARLING!
HUG AND KISSES!
MUACK!!

thank you my friends!!!

2007-08-18T03:24:00.000-07:00

as i enter RP i know that alot of people has been helping me and i really want to thank then for everything they have done for me.

there are a couple of frens that i seriously think that they have been helping me.
these few frens are really so hard to come by and i think i am lucky to have met them.

Zaki

u have always been my best fren. no matter what has happen to either you and me we will still be good frens. but then on friday night when you called i seriously got a shock about what you ask me. i didnt expect that questions to come out from you. but at least i gave u my assurance and by now you should know what i have been thinking about.

not forgetting the days when we are always fudging and pouring sorrows on one another. we have help each other to pass through different hirdles in our life. the part that really makes me feel so touched is when you are already down in the dump and you still manage to get me out of the pit. after that incident then i know u r really one of my fren who can really help me out.

Abd

hey bro! u r the first fren whom i met in W35K. and the first contact i have was from you. the fun part abt it was u actually appears as my first contact in my hp contact list!!! wanna check??!! hahas.

you have been coming into my life recently. last time you just listen and really didnt help me out. but towards the end os the semester you have really help me out alot. in hand with zaki two of you are really the one that i can talk to without any worries.

but sometimes when you are talking about some stuffs. the attitude you give ah really give me a headache. u r like balming me for not telling you stuffs and then bastard me all day long. hahas. but but but i know where you are coming from! hahas wanting to help me is a good thing and i really appreciate! able to have you as my fren is my pleasure.

Vonny!

though we haven been talking in class for a long time. i know u have been supporting me from behind! thanks Von! when u see i am down u r always the first one to encourage me. hahas!! thanks for everything you have done for me!

hahas the birhday party!! thanks !! i didnt expect it to come so early!! but never mind at least i turn 17 faster!!

MUM ( Shan) and Jeannie!!

two of you ah!! like twins ah!! together will all ur sister worst ah.. hahas..
like cant seperate de.. how come ah?? maybe girls are like this.. hehe..
but then i would like to thanks your for everything you have done for me.
jeannie jie have been a great help to me in alot of ways.
volunteer to be my sorrow bucket hahas. . .

my mummY!! hahas also have taught me alot of stuffs. one thing i would really like to thank you is that you tickle me so much till i am not scared of tickling anymore!! hahas..

the magical word you taught me "SEASON LIAO"

finally hahas!! know that i cant possibl miss out de right?
later headline news your will see JASPER being strangle to death.. lol !!

Eunice , My GF

harmless!! hahas.. right from this is my impression of you.
but then something to compliment you is that can see that throughout the whole 16 weeks you have grown up alot. hahas..
matured but then not to the extend of maturity of 21. hahas..
and one more thing, think i keep forgetting i am OLDER than you!!!! =D

now u have become part of my life i think u have also help me alot. making me happy at time.
as you know lo, when i am with you there is no moment where i cannot smile or giggle de. always making me so happy!! really brighten up my life alot.

though sometimes we quarrel and bicker but then i doesnt mind. but each time good to see you grow and understand people.

and then u promise me to thnk maturely right?? hahas.. and act like one..
but then no matter what i will still love you de.. dun wory!!

there are alot more stuffs i wanna say to you lo. not to worry! its not somthing awful its something PLEASANT for you to hear. if u wanna hear come and find me then i tell you everything. hahas!!

LOVE YOU!

people thats all for my post!

those who i didnt mention thanks for ur help!! enjoy working with you all!!

JASPER!!

shited shitty stuffs!

2007-08-14T06:48:00.000-07:00

OMG how did I land myself I such a shit!
Since this is a public blog I shant use any vulgar though I feel so much like doing it now.
Knowing part of the story is something super dangerous,
My fault partially for not letting people know in advance.

Balancing between BGR and family can seriously kills me.
But then GIVEN UP can never be found in my dictionary.
I will never give up unless situation allows.

Getting bastard by my parents when I come home and then talking about shit here and there,
Make me feel so pissed that I am not in the mood for anything.
Just feel like killing myself.

I went out of the house all alone.
With my key and hand phone.
So thinking of just killing myself by doing something stupid.
Now I understand!

“MY FRIEND”

What do you mean by suicide?
And I also have a taste of it last night.
Just feel like putting a stop to everything.
But then as I said giving up is not for me.

So just by wanting to prove my parents wrong I landed myself in this shit!
Apparently is my fault for not telling in advance.
Regarding the reason I also fail to express it fast.

If you could have known then I think it shouldn’t be such a big problem.
Most likely this will not happen and then at least I can go without worrying.
Ended up cancelling stuffs and landed myself in despair.
Going home! Trying to mute myself with chilli.

Apparently it doesn’t work a single shit for me.
God damn it.
Ended up me suffering me even more.

In school stressed with school work
Go home kena bastard.
How many people can take this?

Think it’s all my fault.
BEING TOO CLEVER, COMPROMISING EVERYTHING, CLIMBING ALL OVER MY HEAD and a lot more.

How I wish I can be more stupid,
But I also can’t determine it.
If I can from now onwards all my wishes shall be

“Let jasper become an idiotic moron!”

So I hope this dream is being fulfilled and I think I should be in a much better position.

JASPER! =(

bilding a vacuum wall?

2007-08-11T22:05:00.000-07:00

After considering for 3 days I feel that I should blog this post.
But after reading pls dun be worried about me.
Currently I am fine,
But sometimes I feel that I have a need to talk things out in my blog,
And each time after that I feel so much better.

This matter is like this.
After so many things have happen I feel that I have done something stupid.
How come I am feeling so paranoid about everything?
Think that I am just thinking too much.

I have been asking myself why?
All that things that has happen be it at home or outside,
Has really made me lose faith in myself.
Luckily I gave 2 good friends from NP who has really open up my mind.

THOMAS and JASMIN

I really would like to thank your for that.

Especially jasmin. She has been with me for so many days and has talk to me about lots of stuffs.
Maybe is because she really knows what I want as a friend for 4 years!
Where can I still find such a friend?
Jasmine is really great, lend me a listening ear and help me find a solution.
Seriously I would like to thank you!!

One day I can buy you a meal to thank you for everything. =)

Being paranoid about something really make me feel as if a am losing something.
And I suppose I have not bee talking on MSN.
Partly reason because I have to calm myself down and really sit down to do some thinking.
So I feel like driving myself away from MSN.

Give me some time. Maybe after a few more talks with my friend I can become back my normal self.
But there is no guarantee how long I will take.
Hope it will be fast so that I can interact normally again.

There has been so many occasions where I have not been myself.

E.G overshot MRT station, using 2 spoon to eat, forget to bring a bath towel when bathing, charging HP without switching on the electrical outlet, when talking in phone keep saying the wrong stuffs. Etc.

Maybe it’s the stress that has been piling on me that makes me feel that I am really not myself lately.

As I said do not be worried about me. I think I can be able to get back to work ASAP.
And I really want to be my normal self again.
Cos being someone else can really kill me.
And this makes me feel really uncomfortable.

JASPER =D

TIME FLIES!!!

2007-08-10T20:58:00.000-07:00

How time has passes so fast?
In a flash of a second where will we be?
Away in another country or somewhere in some corner?
Thousand of WHY and ??? keeps coming out.

So how come things is coming to reach the final destinations so soon.
We haven have our fun,
We haven have our joy,
Yet separation has come.

However is this something that we can stop it from happening?
We wanted but it’s futile.
No actions taken thus ended up in separations.

Is there anything we can do now to stop this from happening?
I dun think so.
RIGHT everyone?
So what we can do now is to be based on one preference.

What will one do when people are being separated?
SPEND TIME TOGETHER?
HUG AND CRY?
DO SOMETHING OUT OF THE NORM?

Hahas all this are the different things that people may and may not do.
So what can we do? What can we complain about?
This is just destiny and hopefully miracles happen.
Other than this now is there anything else we can do?

What we can do now is basically to make sure that we ended up happy.
Each and every single on of us.
So try and minimize the sorrow and just enjoy ourselves.

One thing that is so ridiculous.
Just wanted to scream:
“CAN TIME JUST SLOW DOWN FOR A MOMENT?”

So many things have happen within a short period of time.
I don’t even have time to catch a breather then another thing came.
So ended up like endless amount of problems is waiting for me to solve it.

How can I say this?
Erm,
Maybe someone in the class will know fully what am I facing now.
Being someone close to me may not be a good thing either.
Able to know everything about me and also being not use to it when thing changes.
So people, do u think time is really passing like flashes of lightning?
Can we just stop time and let us remain here?
Surely we have to move on and start a new journey all over again.

But thinking of starting a new journey makes people think that OMG.

TOUGH!! IRRITATED!! DUN WANT!! I AM SATISFIED WITH WHAT I HAVE NOW!!

All this exclamations is what people will normally do. Hahas.
But not denying ME too!
Every single human is sad to depart from one another,
Again can we stop this?
If we just got to take things easy and move on.

I am sure be it BGR or just normal friendships.
It won’t end here: the point of departure.

So hold on guys and being able to have friends like your is really a good blessing for me.

MAY GOD BLESS YOUR!

So that’s all!!

JASPER =P

LOVES EUNICE!

2007-08-03T22:49:00.000-07:00

so many things has happen over the past 1 weeks.
and its all over now and i am starting a new journey with someone.
some things make me wonder and somethings makes me ponder.

during the darkest and the most tiring period of my life,
this surprise came and i am realy shocked when i know about it.
i think that after so many days opf hard work and confession finally my effort is paid off.
in return i got you, EUNICE! hahas..

people has made me feel so weak sometimes by saying something that it really makes me feel so sad.

hahas still remember?? "banging my head??" lol joking!! i got over it already.

but i still must thank jeannie for bringing me this piece of joy.
i think she has done alot of work for me behind my back and i really appreciate it alot.
a million thanks for her. =)

now i am starting a new life journey and of course i expect things to be different form before.
so i think i will try my best to bring to out the best to someone i love.
challeges to face is a must and i think with strong determination i think all obstacles can be solved.

AGREE?? hahas!! =D

so lastly i think i will treasure you alot and make you the happiest person on earth.
so lets us hold hands and complete the life journey toether.

love you darling =D

JASPER!!

back to blog again!!!

2007-07-23T05:57:00.000-07:00

oh my god!!!
when i check my lastest blog it was like 2 weeks ago!!!
haha sorry for that long wait.

this blog wil be mainly about how i feel for this few days.
erm jst to make things clear what ever you know pls keep it confidential.
pls dun go around talking abt my blog if not i will start to impose restrictions.

just talking about my relationship issue.
erm thing has been fine for me so far and i think that this is going to be a tough road for me.
this is because i have to start all over again but i have no regrets or so whatever,
i will just keep going on and hopefully things will turn out fine for me.

if this carries on i think i will be so happy!
cos i dun have to worry about what will happen next.
but for todat i am so happy,
cos i got the chance to get tot alk to someone and despite shocking news,
she still come and talk to me.

i really thanks for for that.
but honestly speaking i want to take things a further step ahead,
but first thing first let time decide for me.
cos i dun wannna make another blunder that end up hurting myself and my friends.
this is really not worth it.

for the sake of this i will keep on waiting and hopefully get to have something new.
i think this is what i really hope for now.
things should be just fine for me.

but for today, i am really so so so happy!!
feel like shaking here and there and just keep on smiling.
haha!! haha!!
whee!!
someone really brightens up my day!

(if that someone really see this blog i hope you can make me happy always!)

thanks!!!

haha!!
see cant stop laughing,
able to see is already a blesisng for me.

so for the past i wont be thinking any more and jsut let things fly past me.
what important now will be the day ahead.

thats all for today!!!

see you all in school tmr!!! =)
HAPPY JASPER!!!!

whee wakakakakaka!!!!

really cant focus!!!

2007-07-11T05:57:00.000-07:00

this blog post i think it is going to be so nasty,
and some of you may see another side of me.

today was like a bloody freaking long day for me,
sometimes when i feel that school days are short but today seems so long for me.
so i feel like a am so fucked up today and cant seems to find something that will interest me.
this is partly the reason why i am so dull today.
no mood at all.

then on tuesday night,
alot of things just pour on me.
things such as people mistaken me as someone says i like someone else which is not true at all.
things such as keeping secrets for someone
worrying about friends may be offended if we dont tell them certains things.

someone just mistaken me for likeing someone that i dont like.
i think that this person maybe affected my what is written in my blog.
if i am not wrong then if my assumption is correct,
then i suspect that the person misread my blog.

but after this incident i come to realise that i only treat someone as my close friends

ONLY FRIENDS THATS ALL!!

then this really irritates me.
i went on to think that that actually this is really not fake at all.
come to think of it i cant hide from myself.
i can lie to myself.
what i can do now is try to convinced myself that we are just purely friends.
anyway i have seriously declared that we are just normal friends.
for someone like me i think that being friends for now will be better.

then keeping secrets is one big issue for me,
i have been assign this reponsible role.
i cannot tell anyone about this matter and have to keep it to myself.

sometimes keeping secrets can be something that will dull the whole day.
that is why secrets can be kept and wothout anyone knowing.
i am someone who can keep secrets well but it will afect myday.

why i am saying this is because when you want to tell someone about something,
and that person happens to know abit about what you have known.
so isnt it a bit risky to tell them what they know and treat it as it is? dont you think so?

i really odnt want anyone to have misunderstanding just because of secrets.
thing can really be solved if i think i can keep it well.

today early in the morning i have faced some difficulties.
i wanted to talk to someone about some matters which i think i should get it off my chest,
somehow i have a hunch or feeling telling me 'keep it to yourself'

upon second tthought i think that yes i should follow my instinct.
so i didnt say anything to anyone. just keep my mouth shut!
then this thing really clog up my mind.

it stay up there as if its a time bomb which is going to explode any moment.
so i just got to keep it under control and hope that i dont spill it out.
if i did that then i think that time bomb will really explode,
which is something that we dont want it to happen.

this really takes up majority of my brain capapcity,
and make me cant work for the whole day.
i was bloody distracted by what has happen last night,
and the problem was like bloody difficult.
so i think that i can take this kinda life anymore.

i am going to explode!!
one way is to shout vulgarities..
which i am going to do now..!!!!

when i am preparing for my work thngs seems to go fine in the beginning.
when thing are advancing to the secone meeting i was damn cock up!!!!
i cant think i am too bothered by what was happening!!!

bloody hell and stinky ass holes!!!!

things sucks for me!!!!

thats totally fucked up!!!

thats not all...

when it comes to presentation,
i was doing fine at the beginning then someone ask my grp questions,
it came out from swat!!!!

then fuck!!!!

i cant answer!!!

narmally i will be able to handle such situations..

but today i just keep quiet and left my grp hanging there!!
jst feel that i am so useless!!
they need me but i am just fucking useless standing there to wait for christmas!!!!

WHAT CRAP ARE THOSE???!!!!

SOMETIMES I RELLY JUST FEEL LIKE SCOLDING MYSELF FUCK IN THE MIRROR!!

but i never have the courage to do that. i have never tried before.

i have been holding back myself for so long!!!
fianlly i can take it and i just throw things out in my blog!!
but hopefully its not in calss..
got a few times really feel like walkinig out!!!!!!

and just get my ass off the chair and fly to the lift and just bid good bye!!!

thats it for me and really a fucking day for me!!!

hoping to be forgived by my group!
sorry team 3!!

JASPER!!

Well SHIT happens!!

2007-07-10T06:48:00.000-07:00

Something that someone wants to keep it confidential may not be something that will always be private....

confusing???

to me yeah in the begining i feel like this is nothing to me but as i go on reading and exploring then i know shits happem sometimes.
this is the time when someone secrets will just spills out unknowingly.
be it the person or someone else..

***no one knows***

then someone will be hinting someone indirectly or indirectly.
hints are sometimes useful for us to tell whether someone is suspecting you or just talking about some others stuffs.
if being paranoid is a issue then i think you are thinking too much.
with valid proof and enough evidence i think then you will have rights to make conclusions.

sounds so sophisicated..

there may be something that misleads someone to somewhere else thus drawing a conclusion that doesnt even link to the problem itself.

so hopefully i think that one isnt too paranoid over so many things that has happen over the years or recently.
being in a clear state of mind when making a decision is something important becuase this will affects the credibility oof your conclusion.

if one is not paranoid and its true that something confidential is being 'exposed'
then i think one should not feel so bad about it
things has already happens and i dont see a point of someone to ponder over it so much.
just hope that thing will be better the next time and hope people accept it in a professional way.
so things will turn out fine for both parties.
most importantly dont ruin friendships.

BEING FRIENDS ARE HARD , BREAKING A FRIENDSHIP IS EASY

BUT

AMENDING IT IS 1000X HARDER.

SO TREASURE IT!!!

as far as possible pls dont make any remarks to anyone and let people think that you doesnt.
as saying goes 'ignorance is a bliss'
to a certain extend i think this is very true.
at least by adopting this reasoning or quote one will think that its better not to know anything.
once you know there is no escape route for oneself.
only way left is to face it and be prepared to accept whatever that is coming.

as far as possible try to solve it harmoniously,
dont ruin friendship and most importantly,
if you know something that you shouldnt have know or feel its offensive pls dont make any remarks about it.
if one do thing will get out of hand and resulting in serious consequences.
i dont have to spell it out clearly.

thats all or now.
this is just my personal point of view and what i feel..

PEACE my friend and take it as it is. =)

JASPER!!!

poke me here and there!!

2007-07-09T05:48:00.000-07:00

the action or hurt that i have been receiving now adays are poking
someone in the class has been doing this to me all day long
wanna me to point fingers??

and i shall do that!! wahahahahaha!!
pei shan, jeannie, siti, eunice

sureprisingly all are girls hahas.
maybe i am ablr to attract them or they just think i am the target.
but nevermind someone just taught me the word 'season'
and i just used it and it doesnt seems right at all.

so maybe this person can do something about this
maybe comeout with something special or extraordinary.
this happens all day long, whether in class or outside

sp pls can i have some peace,
if this kind of life continues i think i will die of kidney failure.
wahahahha..
abit serious here..
'joking"

effect of that is just that i cant stop laughing and disturbing someone else.
but its some kinda fun if someone disturbs you and you et back at them.
sense of satisfaction!!
YEAH!!

after everything there will surely be cold war
i just exp it today..

hahha!!! i think you know who i am refering to right.
this person really play a important part of my life when i was in RP.
really take care of me..
and i hope that we wont be seperated so fast
wanting to spend a longer time together hope god can grant me this simple wish!!

at least not so bad lah.. bullying me..
acceptable haha!!!
but i also can blame you right, but sometimes i really find it irritating though i may giggle abit here and there..
but dont have cold war with me, i cannot take this kinda treatment.

PEACE!

thats all cheers to all!!

love you!! to someone who initiate a cold war with me today!!!

JASPER!!

look things in different dimension!!!

2007-07-09T05:43:00.000-07:00

this blog i write it to someone special
SHE is the one who keep bugging me all day long for an answer
and that answer is something thayt its not even correct
it s not what i am trying to convey.

so my dear pls read this carefully,
there are so many dimention that things can be read
so try and look at it at different angles
maybe you may find something useful.

there is no such thing as me writing something that is so confidential to let people see
of course i will leave hint here and there
and let those who are interested to find out themself.
this is a good idea to keep people in suspension
and i love to do that.

so just remember things have different views
even a simple message eg msn nick can have alot of meanings
doesnt necessary have to be me that like someone else
it can also be the opposite.

after all its only an example
so my friend dont come and disturb me once you read this post.

JASPER!!

jasper = stone???

2007-07-08T03:51:00.000-07:00

JASPER is a NATURAL GEM commonly found in clay!!!

So pls treasure jasper. hahas!!

An opaque crypto-crystalline variety of quartz of varying colours, usually red, green, yellow, brown or white. It is of little value and used mostly for inexpensive jewelry and small ornamental objects such as ashtrays and candlesticks.

It is found everywhere, especially in clay.

JASPER!!

2007-07-08T03:50:00.000-07:00

Jasper National Park is the largest of Canada's Rocky Mountain Parks and part of the UNESCO World Heritage Site. Jasper spans 10,878 square kilometres (4200 square miles) of broad valleys, rugged mountains, glaciers, forests, alpine meadows and wild rivers along the eastern slopes of the Rockies in western Alberta.

There are more than 1200 kilometres (660 miles) of hiking trails (both overnight and day trips), and a number of spectacular mountain drives.
Jasper joins Banff National Park to the south via the Icefields Parkway. This parkway offers unparalleled beauty as you travel alongside a chain of massive icefields straddling the Continental Divide.

Park Highlights

The highest mountain in Alberta (Mt. Columbia, 3747 metres);

The hydrographic apex of North America (the Columbia Icefield) where water flows to three different oceans from one point;

The longest underground drainage system known in Canada (the Maligne Valley karst);

The only sand-dune ecosystem anywhere in the Four Mountain Parks (Jasper Lake dunes);

The northern limit in Alberta of Douglas-fir trees (Brûlé Lake);

The last fully protected range in the Rocky Mountains for caribou (Maligne herd);

The most accessible glacier in North America (the Athabasca).

Did you know?

Jasper National Park protects over 10,800 square kilometres of the Rocky Mountain ecosystem which includes a diversity of wildlife, plants, rivers, lakes, glaciers, and magnificent mountains.
Jasper National Park offers over 1,200 kilometres of hiking trails, with scenery ranging from cascading waterfalls to alpine meadows carpeted in wildflowers.

Jasper National Park is one of four national parks (Jasper, Banff, Yoho and Kootenay) and three B.C. provincial parks (Mount Robson, Hamber and Mount Assiniboine) that make up the Rocky Mountain World Heritage Site.

On September 14, 1907, the Dominion Government established Jasper Forest Park (later called Jasper National Park), setting aside an area of about 13,000 square kilometres.
The National Parks Act was passed in 1930 and Jasper was officially established as a national park, with a final area of just over 10,000 square kilometres.

The Icefields Parkway, Highway 93, stretches for 230 kilometres (130 miles) between Jasper townsite and the town of Lake Louise, following the shadow of the Great Divide.
The Icefields Parkway crests two passes; Sunwapta Pass at 2035 metres and Bow Summit at 2069 metres. These passes take visitors to the very edge of the treeless, alpine tundra.
In the Canadian Rockies there are 69 naturally occurring species of mammals. It is very common to see elk, deer, bighorn sheep, coyote and black bear throughout Jasper National Park.

The largest glacial fed lake in the Canadian Rockies is found in Jasper National Park. Maligne Lake is 22 kilometres long and 97 metres deep.
In 1916 Mount Edith Cavell was named to honor the heroic British nurse executed during World War 1 for assisting prisoners of war to escape German-occupied Belgium.

contradicting!!

2007-07-08T03:33:00.000-07:00

i told someone about my msn nick
it writes liking someone loving someone and admiring someone
so this is how it goes.

there is this gal who got so close to me
i have no idea what this is all about
is this just purely friendship???
or is this a sign of something else???
so i have no idea about this
and gals are like this they will do things without any clear explanations.
so this really leaves me in the dark
left me CLUELESS!!

WANNA SHOUT!!

WANNA BREAK FREE!!

WANNA GET IT RIGHT!!

so people may wonder why am i so badly affected by this matter.
k now this a top secret only people who reads this will know.
so keep it to yourself.
i also have a kind of special feeling for this gal
i may want t consoder her or maybe not at all.
so this is the reason why i am so bothered about this matter.

if she has a reason for getting close to me then maybe things will be easier for me
so i think i have a reason to go close to her.
but now things are just stagnant.

in the beginning i have a feeling that she actually have feelings for me
but after a while i think about it carefully, will she like me?
why she like me?
what attributes do i have?

so after questioning me i have no idea or maybe clueless.
after a while things is staying the same way as it is.

STAGNANT!

MOMENT OF SILENCE!

sometimes i decided to take actions
just approach her and confess.
but do you think this works?
for me personally things wont work.

so people this is what i am confused about.

REALLY WANT TO GET THINGS RIGHT BEFOR I JUMP TO CONCLUSION!

EMOTIONAL JASPER!!

wanting to shout!

2007-07-08T03:28:00.000-07:00

pls keep this to yourself,
is this a class htat it seems on the first day at school
people will ask me jasper what is your msn nick all about
so i will ust keep quiet
i will not say anything
now i will disclose it.

i think that this class is really taking things for granted
i have no idea what they are thinking about
thing starts to go off track in this class
so i think i should do something about it
but i think me myself is not enough.

so i hope people who read my blog can actually tell me what to do
firstly i love a gal but ended upin a conflicts with exchanging of vulgar
next another couple emerge but soon dies off(didnt start at all)
then people starts to keep secrets
finally some people will be unhappy in school and therir facial expression shows it all.

this is why i write my msn nick that way
if you ppl really happens to read this blog pls take it seriously.

thats all

JASPER!

love quotes for your love ones

2007-06-08T02:40:00.000-07:00

My love is like an ocean
It goes down so deep
My love is like a rose
Whose beauty you want to keep.
My love is like a river
That will never end
My love is like a dove
With a beautiful message to send.
My love is like a song
That goes on and on forever
My love is like a prisonerI
t's to you that I surrender.

building your body

2007-06-08T02:39:00.000-07:00

You know what your body looks like on the outside, but what about inside?The book "Building Blocks" can show you all the fascinating stuff that goes into making you!Building up from the cells that form the tissues that form the organs that form the systems that keep you alive, it’s amazing how much of you there really is.

You’ll also learn about the creatures like germs and viruses and even parasites that share your body like renters living in the spare room.Pop open this book and say hello — to yourself!

david beckham

2007-06-08T02:37:00.000-07:00

David Beckham's England renaissance is a good thing for new club Los Angeles Galaxy, according to their general manager Alexi Lalas.
The Major League Soccer side face being denied their prize asset for significant periods - including the whole of next year's European Championships should England qualify - if Beckham's international comeback is extended.
Since his 10-month exile was ended by manager Steve McClaren, the 32-year-old has been England's most influential player, creating three of the four goals against Brazil and Estonia.
It appears McClaren will now give him every opportunity to prove he can overcome the drawbacks of playing in a league considered inferior to its major European counterparts, one which is played from April to November.

But rather than view the turnaround in Beckham's fortunes as problematic for the Galaxy, Lalas believes it makes him an even more valuable commodity.
He told BBC Radio Five Live: "Let's be honest, it's not only an honour for him but also for the Galaxy and the fact we can say one of our players is named in the England squad, I think it's a wonderful statement on the quality that exists at the Galaxy."

That view was backed up by MLS deputy commissioner Ivan Gazidis, who told Sky Sports News: "It's only good for us to see David Beckham performing at this level.
"To have him now being called back up to the England team and doing what he's doing on the international stage is a great story for us.
"While it does cause some conflicts with our schedule, it's something that we welcome.
"We'd love to have David Beckham showing the world he's at the peak of his powers."

Former USA international Lalas insists supporters would "understand" Beckham's absence from MLS games if he was on England duty, even if it meant missing a month during Euro 2008.
"We play an international game here and our fans understand that and we understand that and the bigger picture is important," Lalas continued.
"Next year is a long way away, a lot of things can happen.
"You can only look at what has happened in the last couple of months with regard to David to know things change pretty quickly in the world of football."
He added: "We adhere to FIFA's rules and regulations regarding the release of any of our players.

"And, if David continues to be called up for England, we'll drive him to the airport."
Lalas also insists the competition in Major League Soccer is high enough to keep Beckham fit and sharp.

"We have a very high level over here. Any player that comes over here can continue to develop and I think if David is called back in that England is going to get a player that is physically and mentally sound and in form."

picnic at east coast

2007-06-08T02:36:00.001-07:00

Tmr I am going to a picnic at east coast. How ever I think I cannot make it because this is too much of a sudden decision for me. So think I got to give it a pass. So I think tmr I won’t be turning up. But why is it that everyone wants to make a sudden decision.

I have come up wit quite a lot of answer on why people makes sudden decision. This is because when people have noting to do they will tend to be very naughty. They will think of something tat will make them happy but they never consider whether the person who are involve will be happy or not. So this is why there are this misunderstanding between friends.

Another reaon being they have something on on other days so this left the no choice but to go out on the next day. However this may be a goo thing to them. However fo us we have to go out so earl in the morning and there is no preparation going to do done. This makes the things so ifficult for us to do. Some times thet may also feel so excited that they wanted a class party and jus pick a date and go. This is also another reason why people will go suddenly.

Some of their parents will be so busy that they neglecte their children. So this left them to only hang out with their friends. when this happena they wil only be good enough to ask them for an outing just the day before. Thiswill make it a very good point as where they want to go. People will choose a very far place and those people who are notify last minute may not be able to turn up. As a result the people turning up is very little and they may not like it. This makes the person feel more angry and feel that the whole world is turning against him. So this make him feel more angry and thus losing confidence in all his friends.

such case has happen before and I have heard a lot about all ths cases so its better if you haveyour own friends as wel as the accompany of your own parents.

about life

2007-06-08T02:35:00.001-07:00

In this topic I will be talking about what life is all about this is a topic here people are very concern about. Some people end their life easily while other people treasure it very much. This is why it actually inspires me to talk bout this topic.

What is life in my point of view? Life is all about learning and knowing how to communicate with one another. This is my meaning of life and I hope that people will also have the same mentality as me. When people don’t learn as much as others in their life they will feel as though they are useless and tends to look down on herself. I don’t think this should be the way people look at themselves.

This is what alt of people do. They know that they shouldn’t be doing this but they let their emotions get the better of them. So in this way they will feel intimidated by other people and in the end they will look down on themselves. This is something that should be corrected by a lot of people. They should be able to take criticism and be able to learn from there. This is something that people will often forget about and over look this issue.

In life there is no one moment that you can actually don’t talk to people. In whatever things you would want to do, you will definitely be talking to pole be it in school or anywhere. This is why some people will lose connections with other people and usually don’t tae their life into serious considerations. I find this a very foolish act. There will be some people who are naturally less soft spoken and in the end they are all being isolated by their friends. They don’t know if they should speak or not to speak. So in this way they are usually cut off by the friends and usually isolated in their own world.

Some ways that they can solve this problem is usually by talking more. By doing this they can usually make their friends sense their present and make them feel that you are around. This makes the people know that when you are here the will pay more attention to you. And you also have to be very active in class. Whatever is raised they should be very active and do a lot of things that is usually talk about funny issues that will make friends laugh.

If this is too much for the person the most basic thing the person should do is to care for their friends. By doing this they can actually find out where is the problem this person is facing and from there they can make it a point that I actually care for you and I will help you solve your problem. This is a very good point that people can actually do a lot of things that will make people notice you.

If you have done a lot of things this will make people be more aware that you are actually here. So when they see you they will be more interested in you and make you to join them in their activities more often. So this is some of the measures that a person can do and make other people felt that they are actually by their sides.

There are also some things that you shouldn’t do so that people will not think that you are a bad person. Some things include you back stabbing people and gossiping about other. This will make you a very awful person and people will no like you. So think twice when you are going to gossip about other people. No doubt that gossiping is about talking but when you talk please say things that are more interesting and more meaningful so that people will take note of you. When talking also mind your languages so that people many feel that you are actually a good person and find it a good point to look after you.

dogs in learning

2007-06-08T02:34:00.000-07:00

At RP when you are learning, the most common things you will do is to ask questions and think a lot. So this is when you have to see and apply what you have done. No one will be there to help you with all the stuffs. So I can say that anyone in RP will be quite independent. So the animal I will choose will be a dog.

This is partly because I love dogs. Some more I feel that dogs are very intelligent and they learn things so fast. Firstly dogs are very well disciplined. It will not run about and go crazy biting people. So I am also like this. When I am in school I will be very independent and do things myself. I will seldom fool around and make fun of people. This will only happen when I am bored or at some point of times when I have nothing to do.

When learning time I will just sit down with my friends and laptop and do intensive research and focus totally. So this is a way that I will be careful with my research. This is when I feel that I have already done my part in focusing on the work for the whole day. So I think discipline is a very important factor when it comes to learning at RP. If one is not discipline enough, anything might happen to that person. So it’s good to cultivate good discipline in the early stages of being in RP.

Another point is that dogs are also clever. This happens when I am in RP also. This is referring to my days in school and it doesn’t means clever as in the sense of presenting and UT. So when I say I am clever I am actually referring to the way I learn and fish out information are clever. When ever I am doing research I will go in deep into the research if times allow me to do so. So from what I feel is that I should be clever enough to tell whether this is important to me or it’s just another piece of redundant information.

The way I learn in RP may not be the way other learns. So my way of learning is just to keep a lookout for loops hole in the presentation of other teams and I will just shoot questions out if I see anything that I don’t understand at all. So when they answer they are giving the facts and I am also in a sense learning from it. So my part of learning also comes into play at the presentation and at the 6th P. So this learning technique will not be a very common one to most people. So this is how I learnt.

Dogs learn things when they see people do. They don’t need to be taught when it’s a thing they see people doing everyday. So this applies to my learning in RP also. When I see other people doing something that I didn’t see before I will just go over and ask them for permission to look. If they allow then it will be good for me. If they don’t then I will have to think that I have to give up a good chance to learn. So whatever research they find I will just take a look and be clever enough o take it down in my brain and do more research into it myself. So sometimes I learn by looking also.

But this may not be a good method to some people. They may just go over and take a look. But in actual fact they will jus so call ‘copy and paste’ without even going in deep into research. True enough it may be unusual but if it’s non relevant and people just used the info I think that it’s kind of redundant. So it’s always good to go deep into research even thought that thing seems unique or special.
I have encountered these lots of times. When I see the facilitator do something on the 6th P some times I will also try to follow in my next presentation. I will try to change my presentation into something that it more like a standard answers. For some of my presentations I have also added in some of the ‘What we have learnt today.’ So this is a thing that I have picked up. This is also useful to me as it says what I should learn. This gives me a clearer picture of what I have covered for the whole day.

Then further more I will compare the ‘What we have learnt today’ to the facilitators one. So by this method I can actually see which one is correct and which one I have missed out. So from there I can com pare and work on those which I have not gotten a chance to put it into presentation.

That’s the end of my RJ today. Hope you enjoy it. Today’s lesson was fun for me as I got a chance to ask people a lot of biological questions. Anyway I love to ask questions this is another way I can also learn something useful. Thank you for your guidance today!

ASEAN Football Challenge

2007-01-30T20:21:00.002-08:00

tonite willl be the finals of the soccer match between singapore and thailand.. they will be playing at singapore national stadium.. i think singapore and thailand will end the game in a goaless draw..

however this will be the last game that the lions will be playing in the stadium b4 its being demolish.. so i thinkthey will put in thier best and hopefully win at hom..

the thais are also not too bad.. they have been winning in many games and singapore just keeps on having a draw.. it happens with malaysia in both leagues.. so its worrying for singapore though..

i hope that the lions will pay at a more consistent pace and hopefully they can win by at least a goal.. their die hard fans will be there too..

GOOD LUCK !!! LIONS^.^

ASEAN Football Challenge

2007-01-30T20:21:00.001-08:00

ASEAN Football Challenge

2007-01-30T20:21:00.000-08:00

soccer

2006-11-30T23:00:00.000-08:00

Andriy Shevchenko has confirmed his allegiance to Chelsea amid rumours he wants to return to AC Milan.Shevchenko admitted his lacklustre form, which has seen only three goals in 13 Premiership matches, had sparked speculation of a desire to return to playing in the Serie A, but was also quick to quell rumours of another move."There are always good and not so good moments in sport, that's normal. If that means there is opinion and criticism I respect that," Shevchenko told the official Chelsea website."I have total respect for the Chelsea club and fans as well as for football in England and the culture of the country."

"I give 100 percent all the time and I am committed and hungry for success with Chelsea, who I have total respect for."Despite failing to score again against Bolton in Chelsea's 1-0 win, Blues boss Jose Mourinho was happy with how he played"It was a very positive performance from him," he told BBC."To be honest, I do not care about goals, I judge players on other items. He knows the way I think about football, I will support him the maximum I can."

"I am told Thierry Henry scored one goal in 12 matches when he moved to Arsenal from Juventus."

"It's not easy to adapt, Italian football is different to English football even though we play the same system as Milan.""Shevchenko is making a clear improvement, he is very alive on the field.""I cannot wait for the future when we see the best of him."

posting

2006-11-30T22:41:00.000-08:00

why ppl like blog so much??? its fun??? i join it thru frenz... not myself.. seems bored at first but itt getting bettter each time i play.. custom made blogskin is my fav and ppl will tag u giving u comments... keep tagging!!!! waiting... now i am also asking ppl to join me.. its fun.. come on evertone!!!!!!

miracles will happens!!

2006-11-30T19:39:00.000-08:00

often when u feel that u are in deep shit.. den something magical usually happens.. this will make u feel alive agian.. some ppl find it hard to understand this but some ppl will agree with me.. this can often be seem on dramas on any channels.. ppl will be carefree and alll prob solved.. i think that it shld also happen to the ppl on earth!!!

love affairs!!!!!

2006-11-30T19:36:00.000-08:00

loving someone ought to be long lasting... however some ppl are just too angross in thier own probs that leads to sonsequences that ppl doesnt like very much!!!! everyone will have similar situiation b4.. some ppl can solve it but not others.. thats all.. tag me.. haha...